♥ LOVEE for Elmo

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yours truly, name

"im not trying to break ur 6 yrs frenship up or watevr.n whyye r euu pulling miie into de prob?WAIT.BITCH.I THINK U GORT I WRONG.EH BLOODY!!" credits to val's blog.
i didnt call u a bitch. so if i'm one, u're worst.

"Friday, April 30, 2010 / Friday, April 30, 2010
i don't care and i don't give a damn anmre.get it?get it ppl?I VALERIE DONT GIVE A DAMN ON U ANMRE!kay wait i must chill first b4 talking.WHATEVR. anyway this is my blog and i can do anything with it.everybody's getting stress.i know what you're going to say:''then you think we not stress meh??!! all because of you la!''eh come on mianz i'm nt gonna make a big fuss over this alr.ok wthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwthwth.wthWTHwthWTHwthWTHwthWTHwthWTHwth.walao eh stay out of this damn freaking problem laaaa!!!hu euu think you are huhh?? some kinda QUEEN??you cannot solve this problem with urslf lor.even if all of you there for her.i wont give a damn seriously.HAHA.-.-n if only you didnt start this.IF ONLY YOU DIDNT START THIS YOU IT??!!wtheckcckk.whyye all my fault?eu all oni go and listen to her side.so obviously you'll prefer to side her.for eu maybe she's soft. fr me she's acting tough."
-did we say we were queens? huh? this is called STANDING UP FOR OUR FRIENDS. GOT A PROB WITH IT? HUH? dun give a damn then till say we think we are queens for wat? HUH? CONTRADICTOR. EXCUSE ME WE HAV EVIDENCE. UR SIDE AND HERS ARE ALL INSIDE. tats ur own problem if u think she's acting tough. well, i think u're acting WEAK.

"this is a damn msg to you:eh for goodness sake,u wann solve problems come find me la!wth is ur damn problem?not happy come find me la.dunnid findd others mah!walao matters oni gets worse!" -u nt happy can also go find her no need to find others

"yeah u pissed me .de natural reaction is to PISS u bck.YAH SO I SCOLDED YOU AND WTH IS UR PROBLEM?YOU MEAN YOU NVR SCOLD ME BEFORE?YOU MEAN WHEN I PISS YOU YOU NVR SHOUTED AND SCOLD ME IN SKUL BEFORE?MAYBE U SMART EU NVR TYPE IN THE PHONE.BUT YOU'RE SMART TAT TATS THE DAMN EVIDENCE YOU GOT.ONE MORE THING!YOU CAN SCOLD ME VULGARITIES I CNT ?WATTTFK?EH USE SOME BRAINS PLEASE?BTW IM NOT TWO FACED EITHER!I ONI BE NICE WHEN PPL ARE NICE.PPL NT NICE I NICE FOR WAHT?"
-since when she say you cnnt say vulgarities? u hav ur own fucking freedom to go and do it ok. so u're totally admitting u did it and she didnt. wow do they noe about this? NO. ya la u nt nice to her she nice to u for wat? who was the one who showed attitude towards kym and me first during chinese class? HUH? HUH? YOU LA!

"eu also liddat one right?dont tell me euu so kind hearted?wtttfkkkkkk?and btw,im not acting a lil' innocent angel okokokook??GET THAT IN MIND!!and to you and ur ppppppl fwens,dont pull urself into this damn problem.and its not my fault also for making u all break fwenshipp anw,its oso not my fault tat u break frenship wadd!so whyye de hell mus euu all push de blame to me?n euu also dunno show msg hor?at least you go find help or tell cher i ''BULLY'' euu?dunnid 2 pull them into the conver.and im not being kind.i CAN be kind.but its whther euu all trust me anot.and i dont think i can be kind alr."
- she totally is! its ur own opinion towards her only. we can choose watever we want to get in out minds. if u're innocent, u dun hav to be so scared tat ppl dont believe u! did we fucking say it was ur fault? HUH? sorry i nt so childish to find teachers. only a person like u will think of tat. sorry, after all these, trusting u is impossible.

"and you,its nt ur fault ok?so relax.dont pull urself into the problem too.im gonna solve it myself and outsiders CNT interfere.and ferr euu,i dont care if you dont want tell me the truth whtr its a damn me.I DONT CARE AND I DONT GIVE A FREAKING DAMN ON IT.euu also laa.only noe for one day euu wan come support her.FINE!she may she euu nt supporting any1."
- telling ppl to relax when u dun even do it. WOW. whoever wants to support her they hav their own rights just like how my friends are supporting u too!

"ok this goes for another person in my class.euu dont act innocent fren ppl.i think i noe the true you.don act cute or sumething.??i aint gonna help.and dun pretend and make me tink its as if my fault.so,im saying to all these young earthlings,stay out of this problem."
- wow telling ppl nt to act innocent when u're doing the exact same thing. unbelievable. u only think u noe u DUN noe the true person. excuse me we hav our freedom to do watever we want.

"EU ALSOO!if euu dun wan my damn frens to witness,pls buzz off with you and ur other damn fren OK?!its being very bias.AND HAVE YOU ALL EVEN BOTHER TO LISTEN TO ME EVEN ONCE?BLOODY NO!SO EUUU ALL CNT JUST SIDE HER CUZ EUU DUNNO MY SIDE OF STORY!but even if i tell euu,euu all also wont believe me.cuz euu all alr on her damn side.so wat for i going to waste saliva to talk to you?you wont even bother and give a damn!"
we hav our freedom to go wherever we want? UR PROB AH? AND I DUN GIVE A DAMN BOUT LISTENING TO YOU! WATEVER U SAID IS ALL PRINTED OUT NICELY. URS IS ONLY VERBALLY NO EVIDENCE. NO EVIDENCE UNDERSTAND?! show me EVIDENCE THEN I'LL LISTEN TO YOU and if u say we havnt listened to ur side of the story, we cant side her? wat about ppl siding u now huh? they havnt listened to OUR SIDE EITHER. so does tat mean they cant side u yet? HUH?! obviously i wont believe u. cause i noe wat u said to her already. nobody asked u for an explanation either. so dun bother trying to act like u're SO NICE.

"den euu wan go court fight isit?liddat then the lawyer wont be bias!settled! on tuesday euu find ur lawyer.and i'll find mine.liddat itrs easier to solve problems.kay this is my msg ok?[i dont care if ur heart is made of rock n cnt be soften,or euu say i bitch knn or watever,or euu all say i innocent lilttle angel but this is waht i want to say]if we were really frens,or if euu were a real christian,i bet ur heart is soft.i'll bet euu also will forgive.budden wats this???COME ON ATTITUDE?"
- omg still got ppl in this era so childish one ah? go court? i cant believe i;m using this but LOL. i wont waste my time finding a lawyer but if u really want one, i'll get STEVEN. nobody said u care whether my heart is rock or nt. nobody will give a damn of wat u think. i'm nt a christian. u got it wrong. i go to church but tat doesnt make me a christian. u're only a full christian once u're baptised and i'm nt baptised yet. my heart only goes soft to ppl who are worthy of it. well, u're nt. u say christians forgive, well u cnt forgive see tim right? so wat's all these crap about? HUH?! CONTRADICTOR! u show attitude, I HAV MY RIGHTS TO DO SO TOO.

"i dunno what euu talking abt on ur blog or watsoevr on de phone.yeah its kinda true but have u heard my side?and the three of our classes last time were gud frens.look wat happened.i think ppl who were nt included in this prob,get lost.and euu dont interfere alr.euu may say im acting nice.bloody NO.nn if euu really dun wanna blieve, dis cn nvr b solved.nn i wann euu n ur gang get out of this you understand??"
- u dun hav to noe. its only known to me and my GANG only. i dun bother cause u didnt tel ur side ur FULL story. ahem look carefully again. CLASSES. tat doesnt mean it will be us. and since when were u good friends with us huh? think u can join our " GANG" ? hell no. u cnnt replace us so dream on. we are included in the problem cause u were the one who was nt happy bout see tim talking to us and dumping YOU one side. tats why u said those ridiculouse comments bout wat "go back to ur kym and effie" watever shit. we dun hav to believe it in order for it to solve. we just hav to wash our hands off it and nt care. if u did nothing wrong, u wouldnt want to keep insisting for us to hear ur story. we think wat we want. u are nobody to control. i understand but i dun want to do it. so wat u gonna do? huh?

"if nt,ltr euu blame my rens agn.DONEE.But,EUUU!!! YES EUU THE ONE IM LOOKING RIGHT INTO THE EYES!EUUU CAUSED SO MUCH TROUBLE???SCARED LAST NIGHT???OOOOOHHHHHH!I DONT GIVE A DAMN.NOW TAT YOU CAUSED THE PROBLEM,I'LL NVR FORGIVE EUU"
-wow wat a HOLY CHRISTIAN u are. telling other christians to forgive when u dun even practice it. tiara, we should give her the nobel prize we prepared * clap clap*

"ONLY UNTIL MY FRENS KNOW THE DAMN BLODDY TRUTH N TAT THEY'LLK FORGIVE ME!IF THEY DONT FORGIVE I WONT EITHER!SO I AM ASKING EUU,DE NXT TIME EUU GOT SOME DAMNN BLODDY PROBLEMS,DUNNID GO TELL THE BLOODY PPL I TELPL YOU EUU8U WANN PISS PPL OFF RIGHT??????!!!!!I'LL MAKE YOU LBLOODY PISS ALSO!!!!"
-as i alr said, if u did nothing wrong, u dun hav to make it a point to prove ppl wrong. she has her freedom to tell. and it wouldnt hav got so big if u didnt CRY in the CANTEEN for the WHOLE WORLD to see. sorry we're nt pissed, in fact life is so much better without u ;)

"SEE HOW MUCH TROUBLE YOU'VE CAUSED???NOW YEAHH THEY'RE BLAMING MIIE TAT ITS ALL MY FAULT FOR BREAKING THEIR FENSHIP MLEHHH!!???????? NOW ARE YOU GLD THEY DONT FREN ME ANYMORE?GLAD TAT WE'RE FIGHTING?GLAD TAT WE NOT FRENS ANYMORER?GLAD TAT YOU'VE TOOK AWAY MY FRENS?WALAO EH KNS LAHHH.KANASAI LAH BLOODY ASSHOLE."
-wow. pushing the blame. another applause please *clap clap* even at the point of blaming others, u only think for urself. well she's nt glad, but i am :D she didnt take away all ur friends. u still hav joey and jeslin, so why be so greedy? dun tell me u dun hav asshole.

"i nt scoldingyouyouyouyouyouyou ok?so the six of euu chillex and get out of this problem.so its like.KANASAI!!!BLOODYEARTHLINGSSS!!!I SHALL END HERE WITH A BLOODY NAME"
- stop telling me to chill when u cant even do tat. shut up. ph ya forgot to thank u for calling me a bitch! thank you alot :D
cause,
a bitch is a female dog.
a dog barks.
barks are a part of trees.
trees are a part of nature
and nature is BEAUTIFUL :D
THANKS ALOT :D i noe how u think kym and tiara is so chio ;) u dun hav to be jealous ;)

to joey and jeslin, if u're gonna get pissed with this, i dun blame u. cause if i were u, i would too. but i'm still posting it cause i already stopped she continued so i continued. sorry for any unhappiness cause.

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5:00 PM

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yours truly, name

to trexie :
i dun want those 6 years to be wasted either. i feel sad about it too. jeslin let it slip out of her mouth but its natural for us to be pissed. i understand the situation u are in and u feel bad for nt being there for us and for them. i noee how tough it is being in the centre. so to make life simpler for you, we'll tell see tim to give it up. cause there's no point. and to make matters better, tell val nt to keep in contact with see tim anymore. ask her dun talk to see tim anymore cause i can bet she is pissed with see tim for doing watever. if u still want to see wat's in see tim's phone, you can still go ahead and see. i'm nt stopping you. if the rest wants to do tat too, let them go. i dun wish to find out the story on ur side either cause i noe very well wat's the truth and wat's nt. i'm nt denying the fact tat see tim is nt at fault. she is also at fault for nt saying thank you but she admits it. i dunno bout the other side. i hope u still rmb the story i told. tat msg. and i noe wat i got out of it already. this. motive was stated, outcome is out. kym feels the same way. we found out wat she wanted us to get.

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2:53 PM

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yours truly, name

if only i could turn back the clock... and go back to how it used to be.... i guess this is just a test... to see if we can really stand together as one even we hav different point of views... let's just hope when the truth comes out and u see the light after the darkness, u will nt be scared to face the truth. we still hav our trust in you, it has nt gone. so dun worry now and focus on ur MYE. just rmb tat we will still always be with you no matter wat and u noe it ;)

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10:30 AM

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yours truly, name

one thing i hate most ------ betrayers. We trusted u when u sweared upon ur family's life. but it just occured to me tat watever u said will nt come true at all. no wonder u had the guts to swear upon so many ppl's life. thank you alot. two faced. its because of you, all these things started and now its getting no where. so u happy now? ur bf nt available anymore then u come and kaypo step into this thing? knn. and now it just got worse. thanks alot man.

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3:58 AM

♥ Thursday, April 29, 2010

yours truly, name

fuck
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my life is so fucked up now. THANKS TO YOU. so you happy now? all tat crap bout loyalty, wat are u huh? THE ANGEL'S SPY?! lemme tell you, once they noe the full story and decides to side us, u'll regret watever u said. i mean wat i say and i say wat i mean. sounds familiar huh? well i got it frm THE ANGEL. thank you for tat. you so happy right? think u can win? once again i repeat myself, i'm nt in 1E1 for nothing. u found the wrong ppl to deal with. nt happy? fine. come right at my face to tell me. u dun hav to hide cause there's nothing to hide. unless u are guilty. u pissed off ppl cnnt pissed off ah? doesnt mean pissed off can say out things right? no matter how pissed off we are WE ALSO NVR SAY OTHER PPL'S SECRET RIGHT? WAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH U? NOTHING BETTER TO DO WANT TO COME AND RUIN OUR FRIENDSHIP? VERY FREE AH? SO FREE THEN GO STUDY HARDER AND PROMOTE TO AT LEAST 2E2 NXT YR LA. CB. SC SO WAT? U VERY BIG AH? IN SCH PRETEND TO BE GUAI KIA ONLY WAT. YA LA. IN FRONT OF TEACHERS ONE KIND IN FRONT OF US ONE KIND BEHIND OUR BACKS ONE KIND. SO PRETENTIOUS FOR WAT?! ATTRACT PPL'S ATTENTION? TRYING TO TAO HAO PPL? DREAM ON AH. cb. want to show this to ppl? go on. let them pity u ma. WA EXPRESS STUDENT CYBER BULLYING PPL EH!!!! - CRIES- -ppl walk towards you- "eh u ok or nt? dun cry eh. wat happen?" -cries somemore cause the attenton feels so great- familiar? TOTALLY. ppl readingthis want to call me bad, go ahead. cause if i were you, i will feel the same way. but if u're wondering why i still want to post this, the reason is simple. u went over my limit. i'm nt scard of u. u want to call all ur sc friends to come and ta;k to me bullyu me or watever, be my guest, cause u're just inviting more trouble for urself. really want to thank you for wat u hav done. but sorry, it wont make us like u more. betrayer, backsabber. wat a good friend. i cant believe i actually know someone like you. i regretted knowing you. regretted hanging out with you. regretted all the things i done with you.

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11:31 PM

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yours truly, name

hey! :D haiz... so emo today D: couldnt concentrate on my chinese paper.... hope i did okay... things are getting worse between us :'( i want all of these to end too! i hope those years really meant something to you :'( if nt i really dunno wat to say already... having a headache now >.< haiz... thank you to those who tried to cheer me up :) i really appreciate it. let's just pray tat things will really be fine... i've nvr experienced this before. and i think it really sucks... haiz :'( to tat special someone, if ur point was to ruin my life just to make ur own happy, i can tell u, u hav already accomplished it and u should be happy enough now. i will really apprieciate it if u stopped. to them, u're just an innocent little angel, well, i guess they havnt seen ur true colours yet... i noe how much u hate me and how you have told ppl about it but please stop being a two faced and act in front of me. tat is so nt needed. it only takes a few weekse to noe ur actual character and my judgement was nvr wrong. i was right bout many ppl. so, u are no exeception. asking the whole world wat the hell u did wrong and crying while doing it wont make me go soft. cause behind ur actual self is another character of u altogether... and if u're so holy, why dun you ask god wat you did? and now you want to solve matters with her personally cause you noe she's nt strong in her language and u can easily win her? i'm sorry, we're nt in the best express class for nothing ok. you chose the wrong people to deal with. thinking tat everything will be solved just because of wat you say? please, produce evidence la! we hav evidence of wat you said so there's no point in lying. saying tat our lives will suffer? lemme tell you, its nt the end yet. if u're gg to start crying and complain altogether again, be my guest. dun think u're the only one who can cry. i'm nt made frm a rock, i hav feelings too. its just tat i'm strong enough to control my emotions. dun believe me ask them. hav they ever seen me cry over little things before? no. till you stepped in. all my life i've nvr veen through this before but the moment u came out, POOF. everything broke down for me. see how important this means to me? I. BROKE. DOWN. listen carefully. EFFIE. TAN. BROKE. DOWN. AND. CRY. WHIILE. DOING. HER. EXAMINATIONS.
happy now? thank you for making my life so perfect. i really appreciate it, ALOT.

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6:54 PM

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yours truly, name

so tired today! morning wake up already started doing housework. maid go home already INDEPENDANCE TIME! i will die for a maid now!!!! so hungry :( havnt ate my lunch yet :( lazy to cook maggie mee for myself :P haha :D
haiz met another betrayer again. cb. stupid old hag. no wonder ur pri sch the whole world noes ur mother la. everything also complain. its so obvious u like him tats why u tell him la. wth. "i dun want to keep anything frm you " tat line is already so obvious la wth.

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2:56 PM

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yours truly, name

haiz... i think we should really stop all these... can u please tell ur side to nt bear a grudge anymore? tell her to forget about it. we wont think bad about her anymore kay? we will tell our side too. i really cnnt take it anymore. i really want to concentrate on my mye. this is just in the way. if all you wanmt is a sorry and if u want to win, by all means. watever story or anything i dun want to noe anymore. i'm really breaking down already. I'M SORRY ok? i said it please let it go. i've let it go already. i will still hang out with see tim and u guys but please stop it already. i dun want this to happen anymore can we forget this? :'(

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1:17 PM

♥ Wednesday, April 28, 2010

yours truly, name

hey :D didnt blog for long. haiz now having exams D: so sian eh! dunno why, but i'm feeling so down these days D: it doesnt feel the same anymore D: those few years, how much is it compared to the few months? am i really nothing at all? haiz... all those times we've been through together? hav u forgotten it all? D: i miss the old you D: i want you back :'( haiz...

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7:21 PM

♥ Saturday, April 17, 2010

yours truly, name

To my one and only Trexie,

cheer up babe !!!! :D i noe life feels hard for you now but it doesnt mean u should give up on it kays? Stay strong Gal!!! at least try to ;) I'll be here if u need me ;) dun be emo anymore kay? U cannot give up on life yet!!! You still havnt gone through anything interesting in ur life yet!! like ur first kiss, ur first love and all! So now tear away ur unhappiness and start a new life ;) forget all the sadness u've been through and instead make new happy ones!!! Dun tell me u cant! i noe u can and i hav the faith in u ;) So now, PLEASE become the HYPER and CRAZY Trexie tat i've always known!!! :D I want to see you smiling on monday kay? CHEER UP BABE :D LOVE YA LOADS :D

This is to my one and only Trexie, my light in my darkness, my medicine in my pain :)

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3:49 AM

♥ Friday, April 2, 2010

yours truly, name

HIHI^-^ my body is aching all over!! D:

I went to april's party on thurs it was damn fun^-^

hahaha :D and again,

I SLEPT THE EARLIEST!!!

hahaha :D i should learn

nt to sleep so early nxt

time :)

CONGRATS TO 1E3,4 AND 1N1 FOR WINNING TOP 3
^-^

it was a good game ^-^ hahaha :D CHARMAINE WEE!!!! I hope you can learn the bike

successfully the nxt time we meet kays? ^-^

hahaha :D I'm gonna eat now ^-^ so i'll end the

post here ^-^

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9:06 PM

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yours truly, name

I'M AWAKE!!!!!!!!! hahaha :D its so early and i'm like AWAKE?! well, i'm gg to city harvest church today with my family to watch some play which is the reason why i'm awake so early!! hahaha :D I hav no idea wat to wear at all!! And I havn't completed my homework YET. I went out with Un young, Marsella and Michelle yesterday ^-^ had so much fun !! hahaha :D I'm loving this song now :D "In my dreams" by REO speedwagon ^-^
It's so meaningful!! :D Especially the chorus!!

" And we climb and climb and at the top we fly
let the world go on below us we are lost in time
and i don't know really what it means all i know
is that you love me..... In my dreams"

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9:00 AM